||starring at the wall|
||don't have many, but uh.... cruel intentions, dirty love, queen of the damb, interview with the vampire ( for the hot guys) uhh... A.I. ( i think that is what it was called), Lyon King um.....V for Venda ( is that how u spell it ? ) I never got to see chronicles of the narnia, wah -wah ....oh well, what else? i really just watch movies and heh-hee i really don't remember or favoritism many of them...heh-heh, but i love the movies with government involve and shitt that makes you think...heh-heh |
|Top Movie Genres:
||Action, Adventure, Animation, Anime, Children's, Drama, Fantasy, Foreign, Horror, Mystery, Romance, Romantic Comedy, Sci-Fi|
||cannibal corpse, south park mexican, lamb of god, Tupac, static-x, bone thugs in harmoney, god dethroned, 3 six mafia, cradle of filth, pharell, 10 years, defttones, trust co., system of a down, dimmu borgi, death by mascre(i think), in flames, as i lay dying, blood simple, children of bodom, chimaria, Gad forbid, Behemoth, SUPER SONIC REGULATORS, CLOWN (love to support those underground bands) The black Dahlia Murder, Dredson dolls ( thanx to my friend i got into them !) Melovine, sucide silence, slayer, kitty, l'arc'en-ciel, shine down, implements of destruction ( i think i wrote to much, BUT I LOVE MUSIC !!!! And i'll keep an update once i remember the bands i forgot to mention. i'll be back... hehe-heh) *i'm back...* Hypocrisy, Vital Remains, All shall perish, Bolt Thrower, Vader, Dark Tranquillity, Behemoth ( hold on did i mention that already? oh well, moving on! ) Bloodbath, Evilution, Kataklysm, Fleshcrawl, suffocation, DEATH, decide, obituary... (brb) |
|Top Music Genres:
||Alternative Rock, Electronica, Hard Rock, International, Metal|
||have none |
||I'll eat anything, I LOVE CHOCOLATE !!!! |
||I listen to whatever i want, I fucken dress the way i feel like it, your labels are shitt that i call the ground i walk upon, so ask me if i care that you call me a goth, a punk, a poser, ask me who you are and i'll tell you why does it matter. |
||Someone to talk to|
Friendship with a guy
Friendship with a girl
||spikes, glasses, lower lip peircings, hair , voice and many other things |
||depends, but one i can say is lying |
|Buddies: ||No buddylist present|
little weird and annoying( i mainly do that to see who sticks around, tell the fakes from the reals!) but once you know me i'm just a retarded flying bunny, heh-heh. No i can be funny and cool to talk to. I like to write once in a while and i'm in love with music.
SAILORMOON, ayashi no ceres, saikano, full moon washgite ( i think thats how u spell it ), fushgi yuugi, yuyu hakusho ( uhh i love my red haired dream fox boy), wolf rain, trigun, ( an anime with a moon sorcerer and a sun sorcerer that were two girls), belive me i love many more, i juat can't think straight.
Books Worth Reading:
ALL ARE WORTH READING, it is another world , another mind that will excel your own no matter how boring it is.
HAMMER SMASHED FACE!!!! (cannibal corpse)
i love this song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Random Childhood Memories
is cindrella my moomy?
Things I Hate
when at the last minute i can't go to a concert. I NEED A NEW CONCERT BUDDY !!!
***** READ THIS*****
one day i seen someone in my room, i was like " they look fimilar, but what is this person doing here?" s o I said in a low tone , " what is your business here?" no reply, i began to get a little freaked out, because no one was answering back. i began to think it was the unliving before me, so i screamed and my older sister ran towards me and said whats wrong. i began to say, "you don't see it ?" She looked around, "see what?" i pointed straight ahead. my sister replied," its called a mirror, genius."
i'm free from a relationship and i think i'm scared to get into another one, I'm in love with music, that explains ditching the one i love at the time just to get in the front at a concert. I really don't like to be held back.when it comes to my friends i get posive. i love poetry, one day i wish to big in photography, at least have one painting that is known, since i'm into art, have at least one manga, since its been a dream i been holding on to, become an exchange student. I wish to visit kyoto and tokyo, Egypt , ( i sort of want to discover something that will shange the way humans think) i wanna visit europe. And i want to see the kangroos in austrilia. I love reading, and wish to be an author of one book that is well enough to be a great movie. I'm in love with vampires, because of the fact that since i was young they made my pain disappear with in my dreams. i think thats enough about me , one more thing is that i like flying piggies.
My SCN best friend is....
A girl whose beauty is far beyond what the human mind can comprehend. A person who gives me the will to with stand these things i call problems, whom i stand next to and she, like a goddess shares her light and darkness upon this peasant, define as myself. A human who brings me to another world, a world of twisted happiness, i tend to call my home. An angel who i abuse, mistreated, and ignore, yet she still stood by my side when i needed her. And were was i, when she hid from the world, hoping for someone to rescue her from the bottomless pits of hell, WHERE WAS I?....... no where to be found. How worthless was I, to this one and only true friend. She knows who she is, i need not to say her name. I can say this, she is the butterfly I seek to keep, she is the dragonfly i wish to understand, she is the girl i will never come across, again.
I'm am sorry, my lovely friend.
oh i love dark peotry, so beautifiul, yet i suck at it, heres the closes i get :
swiggles is a sad boy
he meets a girl
they fall in love
shall die with all the wanting......
The Song That Makes Me Smile (I love you Kyle)
to the one i see lost in this cold world filled of lies
What's going on? End my missory and sorrow, tell me, what runs through your mind. Through the maze you setup. Your eyes filled of once known happiness, now shun me away. Open up, do not surround me with walls I cannot climb. Do not turn cold shoulders to this weak soul that is easily consume by darkness. I HAVE NO LIGHT ! I HAVE NO WINGS ! I HAVE NOTHING... but friends and love ones. When I see them hurt, in agony, in confusion, it mutilates me. The feeling of my shield I place upon myself easily falling apart, a dragger coming through and striking my living source, my heart, slowly priecing this unloved soul. I cannot put this human feeling into words, but only attempt to make you understand it. Please do not ignore me, I cannot bare it. I'm being selfish, I know I am, but let me know what your trying to do. I do not even know what storms the mind of my own. All I know is I write these vile words that your eyes may never see.
to some loser
hey what r u doing? I haven't hurd from u in a while, ok its only been a day, yet it feels like a century, yea i read your card last night, damn you i may look for love in the shabbiest places yet u look for it in the same place... BURN, yes i know i'm just a loser, i should have wrote this for your eyes to see, yesterday, yet i had no courage, you've chosen a weak friend.... come on remember 9th grade, u should have just kept ignoring me rather than giving in and allowing a place for me in your withering heart. well besides all this, i wanted to say I LOVE YOU, i don't know how much times i said this to you, i really don't know how much times i said it to get chocolate.... but i really must admitt i was jealous of u and in a way still i am. Your so beautiful, how many people have your curly hair and your skin color is flawless, your will power is so strong and no one can take that away from you and its a proven fact, after the **** those ass hoes put u threw even i am the fault for your bleeding and i apoloygize for the hunderth time, "I'm sorry"... your writings leave me breathless, oh i wish i knew how to write the way u do, u have some one to love, i would kill to have the person i have wretched feelings for, to talk to me everyday... you have people who can't get enough of you, who would cry everyday if they didn't have u near them, with them, just think about it, the list is endless . Do you not understand how the world evolves around you? Even teachers come to love you and wish they had u as their child, they guide you, how i wish i had a teacher who did that for me, just one, it doesn't have to be 4 or 5 like you have, they actually worry about your grades and if your feeling well. your so smart will in english mainly, heh heh, i had to crack a joke some were. but do u not relize how the world would be without u in it, i must say i will need alot of candles...and u know i'm scared of lighting matches and lighters...seriously u will change the world drastically, oh god it hurts just thinking about it... i know in your last moments of breathing i will not be in your thoughts but surely i don't want u to be gone... i know it seems like i don't care, but god curse me for my actions cuz i could have writen this to you before u were trap in your cave thinking that no one loves you, or maybe just not enough people seem to care for you, yet we all do, and i hope u see that. I'm such a loser, because i'm so scared to call you and i' scared to talk to you, i don't know why ... but i am... maybe i scared to throw my heart at you and it will not touch u as u other friends letter... how stupid is that, i'm also scared to recieve that call, that horrible call that tells me u do not exist anymore, oh how i actually 'pray' for that not to happen.... i really don't know what makes you want to leave this dreadful world 'right now' and i know i'm selfish to say this, but i need you, we all need you...ur smuggles bear, i don't know how much more to explain that i love you but i do... i do, please do not decide on leaving me here, i really don't have any one else who i can talk to for hours and hours on the phone
(come on those long talks only happen when i'm crushing on some one...)
i don't have anybody else i can tell things to and they won't look at me weird or stupid
i don't have anybody else who can put up with me and my bypolorness and my condertectingness (however you spell that)
i don't have anybody else that tells me the truth and gives me second chances
and i don't have anyone else who treats me like crap, sometimes it hurts but it opens my eyes to a lot, to my many flaws,
i know your saying there is many people like this but they are nothing like you, they haven't gone threw any major problems with me like u and me face, and thats what i believe made are relationship the way it is... so please do not leave me alone , like i said earlier, i'm weak and in some odd way u have provided me strength for the last 2 years or so ... there is no one who can ever replace u... take care my dear friend, bye
So one day while me and veronica a.k.a vernon were wrestling dragons, this crazy idea came up as i slice the head off and she priece the heart of the dragon, I was like "dude we should make a band" and she was like "huh?" i told her "yea we should totally make a band and all" and she was like "u think?" and i was like "yea i think" so then some stupid ass annoying fairy interuppeted us screamin and **** she was all like "oh my god, my village is burning and theres an evil huge witch, please help us oh great ones" and vernon was like "yo who said we came to save the day, we just slayed that dragon cuz it pooped in our yard" and i was like "hey is there hot fairy guys?" and she's like "if u save our town u'll have all the guys u want, we even have chimmiechangas" then vernon is all like "yum ... chimmiechangas" then i was like "are the guys like human size?" and she was like "yo my village is burning, they're freaking human size!!! come on i'll show u the way" so we followed the fairy and yea the village was burning so vernon used her horrific wind pipes and blew the fire out while singing, while she did that i slice the witch in half with my really cool sword and one of the fairy guys came up to vernon, and he's like "i like ur voice," and he was trying to mac on her, vernon wasn't really paying attention since she was stuffing chimmiechangas in her mouth and i was like "yea i'm the one who ordered male fairies nugga, get yo ass over here" and he was like "hey thats kinda hot.... oh yeaaaaaaaaaa " so then while i was getting my mac on, the little annoying fairy came back and said "u know u guys have a pirate attitude, but instead of wanting rum all the time u guys want chimmiechangas" and i was like "u bitch!" so i shot the hoe, yet bitch didn't die, so i stab the hoe, yet she just laughed at me so finally i told her "look bitch we saved ur town nugga, and u can't even pretend that ur dead.... no manners" then vernon is like "yo she's right we our like pirates, we kill a lot and steal and don't care for others, we just don't like rum... we like chimmiechangas." i was like "yo we can call our imaginary band "chimmiechanga pirates" and she was like "we're making a band?" and i was like dude we talked about it earlier" and she was like "oh" and i was like "pass me a chimmiechanga"
so yea me and vernon have an acoustic band called the Chimmiechanga Pirates, we'll be playing at venues in the mythical world since vernons strong and pretty voice can like break windows and make human ears bleed and ****, so its better if we just entertain the mythical creatures they love her voice....lol
greatest invention EVER
threw time we had seen boundries cross, discoveries made... there was the wheel, light, cameras and just to much to name, but the GREATEST invention my dear friends was the HOT POCKET!!! that was seriously the shiznit, heaven cooked in a microwave never the less instant, yet SO GODLY GOOD.... yup it makes u wanaa say "this is sweet, no wait its sweeter than sweet... its sweeeeeeeeeeeet"
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Look up its a bird its a plane......oh wait no its just that damn Flying Rearded Bunny again, damn when is Super Man stopping bye............
naw just kidding she is really cool if u get to know her youll learn that she is freaking hilarious or you might not even get her jokes because its too advanced for u earthlings muwahahaha i dont know either way she is a really awsome friend and u should be thrilled that u know her, because never in a million years will u meet someone like her again. : ) BLEH!
||March 11, 2006 6:11 PM
||Over a year ago