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writing, drawing listening to music. daydreaming, going for walks and being with the people i love. |
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| Favorite Movies: |
toy story three, the book of Eligh the A team and the lord of the rings. |
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| Favorite Music: |
flyleaf, family foce 5, chevelle. Amberlin. |
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Truth wisdom knowledge and love, life and experience. |
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| Hook Line: |
The world as you percieve it is a metaphore for reality as it is. you are literaly a metaphor. |
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| Looking for: |
Someone to talk to
Friendship with a guy
Friendship with a girl
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| Turn-ons: |
Exseptance and deep understanding. Appreciation and love, love beyond affection. Forgiveness and sence of justice and right. Respectful, trusting trustworthy and considerate. Genuin care and attachment. |
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| Turn-offs: |
Demanding and hurtful. Disire over principle. Vengeance seeking and harsh. Pettiness and self-righteousness. Dishonesty without guilt. |
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I am a poet at heart. I love science psychology art and people.
I stare off into space and look confused but I am just thoughtful.
When it storms I watch the lightning and sometimes walk in the rain.
I love life even though I sometimes seem sad.
I think the thing I would most like to find in life a deep connection with people.
I am obsessed with dreams and the subcontios mind. I am introverted and usually quiet but have deep thoughts. I have an artistic abstract view on everything. I prefer a slower pace a fast pace will stress me. I can seem lazy I am willing to get my hands dirty but would rather avoid most hard work. My spiritual life and moral strength are important to me, I always strive to improve myself. My goal in life is to be a better version of myself and to make a difference in the lives of those I love and the world. I am always searching, finding, falling, and standing back up. Loving, learning, hoping, crying and smiling. Laughing through the tears. Wondering, creating, building and changing.
If you hav'nt noticed I am very positive but I see the world for what it is. I just prefer looking to the positive side.
I have a big family my little siblings are like my babes I love them so much. My family is my world, well beside my own imagination.
I call my self a republican for the fundamental reason I believe the people should have the power over the government. But my views on domestic and foreign policy aswell economics are independent of liberal or conservative stereo types. Though my views often lean toward concervative, I am not loyal to a title. I hate politics. I know they may be necessary but I see the world as being of people and right and wrong and relationships. Not as being made of money and status and and industry.
I like the human side of things.
The world how I see it. Then as it could be.
Waking up to pain wishing it on to the first person you see. Hoping the world survives long enuf for you to get what you seek. Manipulating words you won't admit to wrong you won't bother with right. People are only pawns, exessorys, entertainment or anything trivial. Love is oh so trivial. pain is life living to gain over looking a friends strife.
Lying in wait. Sleeping in peace. Dreaming in solice of sweet relief. Smothered in truth behind your eyes. Wishing for waking life to treat you so kind. Hoping to be this one, this innocent child. If only you tryed so God should look down and smile.
Your heart now has grown, light shines through to your bones. If we could all meet such inspiration. We would live right without desperation.
To Hell
Prepare for hell they will say.
Time to die and fall as you fight,
They will say.
Take me down your crooked road,
No more.
We don't have to fight each other we can fight,
Together.
We don't have to die.
We don't have to break, and.
We musnt believe it.
Only believe,
On the one only one.
Who is right.
To hell with your tormenting words.
To hell with the way, you say.
I am so wrong.
Your dreams never came so your fallen rearranged.
Well I'm not falling,
For your lies now.
To hell with your tormenting words.
To hell with the way, you say.
I am so wrong.
Your dreams never came so your fallen rearranged
Well I'm not wavering,
Around your jaded mind, now.
To hell with your tormenting words.
To hell with the way, you say.
I am so wrong.
Your dreams never came so your fallen rearranged
Well I'm not forgetting,
How you kill me with your contagious pain.
Well I'm not coming,
With you.
Well I hope you come home.
But to hell with,
Your ways.
Well to hell with it,
Now.
Stand together
Ok here is the time.
Rithym comes and goes on the tide,
So keep this little time.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
Well stand together,
Broken up fly on one feather.
The good word,
The good word.
Want me to remember you,
Remember me,
Fighting and free.
Remember please oh,
Fight with me.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
Well stand together,
Broken up fly on one feather.
The good word,
The good word.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
Well stand together,
Broken up fly on one feather.
The good word,
The good word.
Theres only one word.
Only one God.
We are scattered the tide, must,
Turn.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
Well stand together,
Broken up fly on one feather.
The good word,
The good word.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
You come home and I'll stand up tall.
Well stand together,
Broken up fly on one feather.
The good word,
The good word.
Living in Revelation (lyrics)
Today is received impatiently.
Yesterday was a prophesy.
Our fight is foretold, we are the last highest note.
Living in Revelation.
The light is bruised, forgoten came through.
Bleeding into, down the road.
Here is the bridge,
We read the signs but we said it's not the day.
Today is a day to remember.
For crying together and holding each member.
For opening the old wounds and heading the truth.
Sing for His rein.
For rejoicing the cause unpaid.
Sing for His rein,
Here comes the pain.
We may live to the undawend way.
Inheriting one unending day.
Sister sing with me.
Brother fight with me.
Father keep me.
Grace killed pity,
Oh what a pity it, was.
Today is a day to remember.
For crying together and holding each member.
For opening the old wounds and heading the truth.
Sing for His rein.
For rejoicing the cause unpaid.
Sing for His rein,
There goes history.
It's been remaid.
Glory
Rain drops time drops,
To a stop.
Each beed of water a reflection of history.
Each bit of ground wet, with oppression of hearts.
Licking it off the ground we are new.
If we caught it whole falling it might be more or less true.
A statue pretty.
She grips at the sand, we are like ants eating her out.
The statues builder made her tall.
We fell off and left her for all,
All the glory of ash,
The ashes below.
Like ash the wind carry us.
Each trend set us apart from our ways.
Let us oh let us.
Catch it falling.
Heed it's calling.
Forget this favor,
The world is been fallen.
Rain drops time drops,
To a stop.
Each beed of water a reflection of history.
Each bit of ground wet, with oppression of hearts.
Licking it off the ground we are new.
If we caught it whole falling it might be more or less true.
Feeling our guide us,
In morality stepped off.
Forget this favor,
The world is been fallen.
New ways blind and must.
Uphold are ways of dust.
Are we dust as we were dust.
Made to man,
made a statue of His hand.
The earth in flesh stands.
Let us oh let us.
Catch it falling.
Heed it's calling.
Forget this favor,
The world is been fallen.
She bleeds out.
She falls down.
Spit on the cross she broke her crown.
Are we dust as we were dust.
Made to man,
made a statue of His hand.
The earth in flesh stands.
She bleeds out.
She falls down.
Spit on the cross she broke her crown.
We read books.
They are filled with good words.
A girl in red robes stands at the bridge.
Bleed into the water our lust kill us now.
We heard tales.
The elders said to breath it.
We saw finger prints in the rock.
No one stands on rock anymore.
A girl in white robes stands on the rock.
Slaughtered away now,
Her sweet songs don't stop.
All things of ash, Glory we hold you to score.
Glory fell on us.
Only off the ground we try picking it back up.
Glory in ash now,
below our hearts.
Poem I wrote
I am, of my doing:
Wrong and hellbound. Unworthy and falsely spoken.
Fallen and unwound. And most sorry beyond emotion.
I am, of others doing:
Broken and scarred. Untold and betrayed.
Pushed and too hard. Wrongly folded in my ways.
I am, of Gods doing:
Forgiven and held. Put together and sweetly crying.
Unfolded and unfelled. Retold and re-sung replying.
Fearing unafraid. My blood dept repaid.
Searching out of line. Out of body out of mind.
Belonging and loving, all that I am because....
I am of Gods doing.
A song I wrote.
(Two birds)
Two birds.
Burdened heavy fell on a tree.
They found something.
And made it home.
Loves a new life.
To live new, you must die.
We fell far we fell fast.
Home, then fell again.
Such hell won't pass.
Hurt and hate,
Is were we dwell.
Beginning was so good but she is ill.
Our poison in the well laid so well.
Made just for us,
or were we for it. Whatever,
Were our pain and flaw fit.
Together,
With the right.
Oh were nearly never right.
By God it's made right.
We broke it.
Two birds.
Burdened heavy fell on a tree.
They found something.
And made it home.
And broke it.
Sharpen my words to store away,
Just for you.
Forget my heart to make room,
Just for suffering.
It won't die.
We beat it and bust it.
Weeping don't trust it.
Yet it's alive,
Dispite the fire we put alight.
O-oh.
The trees on fire.
Inhaling our own doom.
Repent then Reasume,
Alignment.
Heres the smoke.
I've emptied out the knife drawer.
I stand by home.
Come with me though were sore.
Love is a tome.
Love is a hole.
Fall in.
Fall in.
Come home.
Come home,
And be as we,
Were meant to be.
Two birds.
Sit below the flames.
Oh so bitter slow the death of you the death of me.
Give up ourselves to us.
As we are meant to be.
Come and be.
Two birds.
Dying gently.
~ this is not a true story, only my portrait of true love.
The tragic ending that brings the beginning. ~
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