||listening to music, hanging out with friends, singing, taking landscape pics and of friends, going anywhere for the hell of it, reading, and talking to different people|
|Top Movie Genres:
||Adventure, Comedy, Fantasy, Foreign, Horror, Musical, Romantic Comedy, Sci-Fi|
||rock but anything that catches my interest|
|Top Music Genres:
||Alternative Rock, Blues, Broadway, Classic Rock, Classical, Dance, Hard Rock, Indie Rock, International, Latin, Metal, Opera, Soundtrack|
||anything really. i was raised to eat what your given but i firmly believe that carrots are evil|
||(O_o);; i'm confused by this 'hook line'... i guess i should put a quote or something...: 'itís better to burn out than it is to rust' ~? some random lyrics?|
||Someone to talk to|
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If you want,
You can ask me 6 questions. Any six no matter how personal, private or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn you have to post this message in your own profile and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you...............................................................................................................................i'm tall, i'm wierd and i like fire. i've been accused of being too happy but i'm a pretty mellow person actually. i hate silence and empty spaces. i hate people who label themselves, or try to be completely someone like completely goth or emo and junk like that. you are no one but yourself. if people can't understand that tough. i don't care what people are like as long as they're sincere about it; otherwise we probably won't get along. i like doing anything that means i'll be laughing
because laughter is important to me. i dabbled in the occult and can't escape it so i've welcomed it most of the time.
.........and to clear things up I AM almost 6'1'' OK? i dispise asl's.... if people are so interested in getting to know me and how i am they should check out my profile THIS THING RIGHT HERE!!! YEAH!!! THIS IS A P-R-O-F-I-L-E!! PROFILE!! OK? good now that that's been established i guess i should add that i love to be with my friends and i love to know how they're doing so if we become friends don't be surprised if i talk to you a lot lol though i'll usually get really trivial if idk what to say or what to babble about...... well i am fairly strange and i like to bite and hug and kiss people. i was raised to be affectionate and i like to be close to people even though at times i prefer to be alone and like solitude. i'm a nocturnal person i HATE AND AM TERRIFIED of clowns and dolls and the freaky voices that they talk in. i am paranoid sometimes and have people issues. i DO believe in ghosts, aliens, demons, angels, mythical creatures, legends, and people and more stuff but i have a very faulty memory lol. i hate bellpeppers, red cabbage, fried foods, fast food and pork. i found out that damn spice that i hate so much that reminds me of mutated pepper corns......capers..... the damn things are evil and should shrivel and die........>.>;; even though they are shriveled already it seems.... bloody disgusting things.....
my views of the current president of the u.s of a.
i STILL think he's an a**hole and a dominating bastard that's trying to get the world under his finger. i think that to fight blindly for him is stupid BUT to have your own reasons is not stupid and i respect you if you do believe in fighting for personal reasons but anyone who supports and believes in Bush is an idiot i think. think differently tag me about it but i ain't changing my views so easily lol. i'll add more later......... i's kinda tired see ya
hmm..... still haven't changed my mind... and so much time has passed.......
my views on religion
a long while ago i thought about my religion and well honestly if i even have one anymore. i've come to think that destiny and death are far more important than worshipping a god or a devil. i find it stupid. my family and friends are still under the belief that i am fervently catholic but honestly i haven't been a catholic for quite sometime. i go to church out of pure obligation. i find myself trying to meditate and reach a higher conciousness if not that simply reflecting on my past and trying to reach a higher concious state of the world that i see during the praying time and the boring sermons. i still hope to not offend anyone; it is never an intention of mine. i am an atheist aside from my beliefs on destiny (let me explain what i call destiny.... a simple feeling that something is happening and it happens to revolve around some certain events in the future and you are certain that it will be life altering) and death and the afterlife. if you have questions on any of those feel free to ask because i won't detail it any more. ****UPDATE**** well i've been observing my own behavior and what my belies are.. and i realized that even when i claimed to be atheist i believed that there must be something more... not a god per say but something beyond this world... and well i think that i was always happier when i was following the old ways that go against all i was raised to believe but i don't really care because i was comfortable with that... i had more peace and adventure with the old ways... ^-^
In My Future...
i still hope to reach a higher state of mind but it's gonna be a long rocky road till i find my myself.... i had a lecture about my future and i got to thinking again..... like always lol........ i'm GOING to do what i aspire to do and i don't give a rat's ass what others think......i want to be a teacher cause society it's teaching it's chldren wrongly i say..... but not professionally.... the pay sucks a little bit lol...... but i would like to give counsel to them like a teacher would...... i found a passion for the ocean that i never knew i had before and i wish to be an oceanographer and discover things never before seen by man...... i will change the world and take it by storm.... and before, during and after all that i'm gonna travel the globe and see all the continents and if possible......... ALL my favorite countries...which are quite a few.... and live the rest of my life in another continent.....i hope to accomplish this because the cultures i hope to experience matter more to me than a piece of paper could ever give me.... money is no object for me despite what i need to live comfortably and it wouldn't matter to me if i had it all before i died or if i never had it.......
i felt the need to talk about my family....... and talk about how i feel about them i guess......because not everyone has a family and if you do you are lucky.....but if you don't well you are lucky too cause not all families are good.......
my family......we're all sorts of wierdos.....but we come together nicely sometimes.....
here are the most frequent people in my life (family wise):
my mom~ who is a pain in my ass sometimes.... and despite her manipulative ways she taught me somethings that are useful to me now and i'm glad she taught me them....... like to not be an idiot or a pig and to respect others unless they mess with me
my brother~ well he's my stepbrother but we're closer than if we were of blood......he taught me not to be so uptight which was caused by my mom and my own insecurities....he showed me that you gotta do what you feel, you should do it even if it goes against the law.... he taught me that family is important even if it is ****ed up sometimes (the family i mean) he taught me that even though you aren't the best that you can be happy... he taught me that you can find peace in caring for others....i feel more comfortable with him than with anyone else in my family aside from his son and my little cousin.....
my stepdad~ he is a jerk sometimes....and is possibly deaf because he is constantly yelling......he taught me to not care what people think and he taught me english heh....... he showed me to see both sides to people and in his own way taught me to choose my own friends and be a leader and to not follow someone if i didn't want to.....
my nephew (my brothers son)~ he's an angel who's growing so fast....... seeing him i feel the need to change the world as much as possible..... because since the beginning of america it's been a horrible time to be a child because the adults were stupid, as they always are, and continue to be..... i don't want that for my nephew....
my little cousin (my step cousin's son)~ well this little piece of sunshine showed me what it's like to be a child and how much the world itself lacks love and attention to it's youth......i want to show him that distance doesn't take away love.... he also makes me want to make the world better
my cousin from mexico~ she's taught me to make good choices cause i see the consequences of the stupid things she's done........she taught me though on a good note to enjoy life cause it's short......other lifetimes will come and go but this one is unique.........
my aunt from mexico~ she's a tough old lady that showed me that there's more beyond the world.... she is the one that showed me into the metaphysical world......she's showed me the power within myself and the things i inherited from her...... she taught me that i have to be strong always........
my uncle from mexico~ he was always like a father figure to me since my dad is long gone and my stepdad isn't the loving, touchy feely kinda person.........he taught me that to obey others if you think it's correct that there is no shame in it.......he taught me about my grandfather who passed away long ago when i was very young...... and told me stories and gave me that paternal support and love that i never really had......
my family i see them sometimes and i hope that i can still disown them someday but other times i think that all in all they're not so bad..... yeah we aren't the best and we got some real morons here but hey we are connected to one another like it or not and that there's a lot of good where there might've been bad once before.......
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ANDREA RULES!!!!!! she's the best person you will ever meet, and for those you havent ever talked 2 her......she's the best person you havent met yet........she's cute, she's sweet, has an awesome personality, and i absolutly love her to death!Jsmoke1129
here it is staight forward.she can b very annoying at times but at other she can b an awsome friend.even though she bites and tackles she will always bethere 4 u.have a good daygothicpyro
listen up because there is a good chance i might not say this too aften andrea is a one of a kind person who will listen to what ever you have to say and that is hard to find now a days. speaking out of expirence she listend to whatever i had to say and i have alot of unimpertant stuff to say. shes a good friend. so if you so much as make her flinch i will hunt you down and rip out your intestance and use them as bass strings
||November 29, 2005 9:51 PM
||Over a year ago