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writting poems and school, getting online, chattin' trying to find a better reason to live |
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the ring, jay and slient bob stike back, dogma, mallratz, clerks, the ring, |
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metal, a perfect circle, pantera, inflames, korn, dimmu bogir, lacuna coil, evanescence, afi, linkinpark, sevendust, finger eleven, shit like that |
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amy lee, jonathan davis, aaron lewis, phil a. dimebag, all of the singers i have listed up there***^^^^^***** |
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chicken, um... i love peaches, any type of chicken to be cooked i'll eat it, i dont like coconuts, yuck... |
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"life is like driving if you take control you wont crash but if you dont, you will veer off the road causing a bloody horrible death, that ill probably laugh at" "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change.... / Courage to change the things I can.../ and the wisdom to know the difference." love is something to cherish hold on it it, never let it go, if you let it go and it comes back thats when you know it's true, but if and when it comes back to you and you dont think it's true, let it go again and see if it returns a second time, then maybe you'll get a second time and loving someone truley that'll stay.. my reason's for going to school to get an education, piss people off and sit back and laugh at the drama... |
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a guy that knows who he is. |
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a guy that is controling |
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i'm brittany but i'm going to let yall read my favorite poem.. it's called, "july 24" i wrote it to kale, my ex boyfriend, i am so in love with him and it seems i cant get over him, it's useless though.. anyways here it is..
<BR><BR><BR><BR>I thought I could get over you. I was wrong. It’s been three months and I’m trying to get over you but everything i do reminds me of you. What happened to us? You told me no matter what you would be here for me as a friend. And you would stay and understand. But you left me. It’s July 24 and I’m tired of being away from you without your voice and without your weird ways of getting through to me. I know i lied to you. And I will make it up to you, some how I will. I wish i knew why I’m not over you when it seems that you are over me I know that you love me though u won’t admit it. I know you still care but your scared to fall for me again. Hell i don’t know why i came back to him. I just got scared to fall in love with you all over again... he is in love with me and he is happy. I just wish that i could make you happy. And i wish you were in love with me and we were together... i don’t know if you know that i think about you every day but i remember every night that we talked on the phone and you told me that you wouldn’t break up with me.. But yet you did. I love you **** I’m not petrified to say it... i just don’t want to break his heart and tell him this... He will be devastated when he finds out... But i might just hold my feelings back and let the moon pass by the sun once again and forget how i feel... i remember when i told you about my dream about tug a war and u said you would give me to him before you hurt me.. But you hurt me. And got all pissed when he got me. I’m sorry i know i hurt you i want you right now i need you I’m avoiding him at the moment cuz i found out i am, Still in love with you. I’m sorry **** i want to be with you. It is so hard to write this cuz i know I’m in love with the one who practically hates me... i just wish that one day you would see that life without you seems useless.. I made a promise to you that i wouldn’t cut my self but i just did it was really deep the blood didn’t flow though it was in my chest... i tried to cut into my heart so i could see how bad you broke my heart but.. It seemed that i couldn’t get in touch with my heart... Maybe cuz there is too many pieces to it or maybe cuz i was looking in the wrong place I’m probably going to get sent away again. But if so i love you ****... Don’t forget about me... i know I will forget about you NEVER. Yes i remember saying never say never cuz it back fires but maybe if i say it this time I’ll forget about you. I'll never forget about ******** He will Never get over me... **** sorry i damage you. You know i hurt you i know i hurt you and I’m sorry i hurt you... Byes loves ya lotsa take very good care of yourself don’t mess up like i did by the way you have another chance with me. I won’t mess up this time.
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<BR><BR><BR><BR>i wrote that on july 24 a month and 24 days after we broke up i dont know if i ever should tell him now i feel or what i should do,
<BR><BR>i'm over him i think, hopefully it stays that way, plz read my diary, i'll apreciate it!!! talk to ya laters
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