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||drawing, writing, reading|
||Constantine, Exorcism of Emily Rose, The Punisher, Underworld, The Crow, Beauty and the Beast (ok I know)|
||any. I mainly listen to country and rap, but I don't have a preference.|
||Carrie Underwood, Tom Welling, chad micheal murray, Alexis Blediel|
||Anything is possible.|
||Someone to talk to|
Friendship with a guy
Relationship with a guy
Friendship with a girl
||intelligence, intellectualism, Christian, agressive but not demanding, sarcasm|
|Buddies: ||No buddylist present|
I am a Christian.
I am very straight forward.
I am very artistic.
I make friends easily but find it hard to trust people.
I am a senior in high school. I hope to go to college and major in art, minor in sociology. I want to be an art therapist.
Gosh... I often tend to fall for the WRONG GUYS.
Eric. Eric. Eric.
What more can I say? And you know how I said I always have a tendency to fall for the wrong guys? Ditto.
Eric is totally the wrong guy. He's one of my friends, but he's a player. A total player. And to make matters worse, his girlfriend is a really good friend of mine also. (I swear I'm not an awful person. You can' t help who you like.)
But he told me that he's going to break up with her because supposedly she was cheating on him. If that's the case they're made for each other. So here I am forced to keep that from her. And all I can think about is how much I like him???
Well there's also the fact that he has, according to his sister, all ready found another girl, and hasn't even broken up with his current girlfriend yet.
Have you ever entered into a relationship knowing that someone was bad for you but not caring? It's like I'm addicted to him. He's a drug that I know is dangerous for my health but I want him anyways. And if I do get hurt, which I know I will, I can't blame him. I won't be able to blame anyone but myself! Because I know how he is, and I have these feelings anyways. He really isn' t a bad guy, just not the type of guy any girl should fall in love with. He knows that he can get any girl that he wants and I think that strengthens his ego so much. He loves knowing that!
The bad part about it is he is my friend, and his girlfriend is my friend, and I'm trying to keep both of them from knowing how I feel about him.
The worst part is, I love him... And told him so.
||January 22, 2006 12:59 AM
||Over a year ago
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