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Well, for starters...I'm not the best person to always be around. I'm not a very happy person, but I do like to make a lot of jokes. I have two sn for AIM. Lessonz Untold and GutterFlower412. I have another sn for this site as well: HowManyLicks.
A Song To The Liars
Goo Goo Dolls
Here Is Gone
You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all
Chorus:
And I want to get free talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone
I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all
Chorus
And I don't need the fallout of all the past
That's here between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here
Chorus
And I want to get free talk to me
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone
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Truth betold, I don't need any friends. I want friends, but I don't need them. It's so hard to trust anyone now a days. The person you trust most is usually the person that completely back stabs you. Even if I did find a true friend in someone I would be too blind to notice them. I would be too worried about what they're going to throw back in my face after a few months. The next thing I'll know, I'll be alone and angry all over again. I've come so far to go back to being angry and mad and wondering about people. I'm done thinking about these other people are doing. Friendship goes both ways. It takes two people, not just one person who sits there hoping that one day this other person will call. It's funny how the ones that say they will always be there, lie. For example, when I was going through the lose of someone I thought was a close friend, this person told me they would be there for me when I needed someone to talk to. Okay, I called them once. No answer and didn't call me back after I left them a message. The next day, I called again and left another message. The next day I called twice, but did not leave a message. After that I gave up on trying to reach her and I dealt with my pain my way. This may seem like it's headed right at one person, but it's not. The only person who this doesn't consider is Bryann. She's the only decent human being.
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