||Scateboarding, writing, talking with my friends, hanging with my boyfirend|
||Titanic, Pirate of the Carribean ( all of them), Blue Crush, |
||umm.... My Chemical Romance, 30 Seconds to Mars, AC/DC, Areosmith......|
||Jonny Depp, Aly and Aj, |
||Big Macs,Fries,ice cream, and i love starwberrys with wipe cream|
||Someone trying to figure out her life. And why she is here|
||Someone to talk to|
Friendship with a guy
Friendship with a girl
||someone that is there self and loves to have fun|
||posers and jerks|
|Buddies: ||No buddylist present|
I am a girl that loves to have fun. I dont like to be sad ( most of the time i am). I love my boyfriend to death and never will let him go. I love all my friends and will do anything for them. I am in high school and i am 15 going on 16. I live in North Carolina and hope to travel the world one day. I would love to have my dream come true of being famous. But luck is never really on my side.
I rather love you than hate you. But if you make me mad than you've had a bad day. I dont care if anyone likes me because i know that there is always someone that i can go too. So anyone can talk about me, but it doesn't get to me.
I have moved more than i can count. I have lost hope and faith for a while. To the point i wanted to die. But i had people that helped me to find myself again. I have someone to show me that i have something to look forward too. That no matter what i am pretty and dont let any one tell me other wise. I have some one that loves me very much and i know that he isn't going to leave me.
I really want to get out the hole i am in. I dont wont to end up like my family. I dont wont to be misserable ( dont know if i spelled that right) and have no where to run of fall back. I want to go to college or become famous so i will know that i did do something with my life and i didnt let anyone push me down without getting back up and fighting.
I would love to meet my father and his family. But i think that will never happen. i have lived my whole life without knowing him. For a while i hated him for not being there for me. I have so much anger builed up inside that i know one day i am going to explode.
But there is really nothing about me. other than almost everyone wants to 1 see me fell and 2 see my hurt. But i have learned the hard way that you want to be better than the people think you will be. Because if you do than it makes you feel better that you didn't end up beening nothing.
like i say all the time. be yourself and dont be someone your not. because if you are someone that your not than how are people so post to see the real you and how you are. trust me i use to be like that. but it turned me into a monster. and i didnt like it.
but that is about me. i am just a 15 year old girl living in a world filled with pain, heartbreak,gossip,love,and hate. living a life that i want to get out of bad. A girl who is looking how to achieve her dreams.
||May 28, 2008 11:47 AM
||Over a year ago
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