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||volleyball, talking to my boyfriend, and mudding, card games, chatting online, dancing, drawing, driving, hanging out online, instant messaging, painting, poetry, playing a musical instrument, reading, singing, sleeping, talking on the telephone, writing|
|Top Movie Genres:
||Action, Adventure, Comedy, Crime, Horror, Mystery, Suspense, Thriller|
||rock emo heavy country|
|Top Music Genres:
||Alternative Rock, Country, Hard Rock, Metal, New Age, Pop/Rock|
||Johnny Depp and Ewan McGregor|
||Alway the friend never the girlfriend!!|
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Friendship with a guy
||*MATT four wheeling playing volleyball football tenis pool or any contact sport basically music anything heavy metal, rock, alternative, emo,.... *DOMINATIVE GUYS *GUYS THAT KNOW WHAT A GIRL WANTS *GUYS THAT AREN'T PUSSY'S I WANT A MAN NOT A SON BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DON'T WANT A COCKY PRICK *GUYS WITH TATS AND PIERCINGS *GUYS THAT BITE HARD! :bite *GUYS THAT TREAT ME RIGHT, NOT LIKE ALL THE OTHER ASS HOLES I'VE DATED *IF I THINK OF ANY OTHERS I WILL ADD|
||opposite of above|
i'm a tomboyhey my name is chelsey im 5'5 i live in kentucky, and I'm NOT SINGLE any more I am taking finally by my baby matt! Sry guys but he has my heart and nothing will ever change that!! but still if ANYONE SHARES MY INTREST FEEL FREE TO IM ON MSN SOMETIME I can still talk to you. i love piercings and tatoos basically anything that involves pain. I have my eye brow pierced, and my ears. once i turn 18 i plan on getting my lip pierced, tongue pierced 4 times, belly button pierced, my eye pierced again, an industrial, and a corset(on my back and both sides) and maybe more after that plus lots of tats not to the point where my whole body is covered in tats but i have a few picked out. i love body modifacation. I love to bite and am fascinated by blood! ANY DONORS?! I'm the submissive type so if your the dominating kind i'm the one you want i like riding four wheelers hanging out with the guys and talking on the phone i am a senior in high school i'm still a virgin but i don't care what you think on that issue it's my desision not yours! i'm a pretty nice person and get along with almost any one. i don't claim to be a goth or punk or emo i'm just me so don't lable me! i'm a little bit of everything all rolled in to one. i'm a BDSM i get along with guys better than i do with girls, and i like to paint write poetry blah blah blah that's pretty much it FUCKERS!
in the darkest corners of my mind are things no one knows. not my best friend, my boyfriend no one, and no one will ever know, i may seem like a happy, nice, caring person in this ****ing shell that we call skin but inside a black cloud of hate is growing. thicking as we speak, engulfing my dreams, destroying my hope, filling me with a silent rage that makes me want to scream until my lungs explode and i die. i've tried my hardest to be a nice caring person and to listen and be friends with everyone and look where it has got me no where i look around and i see teens pregnant and having sex with a different person ever weekend or ppl who have a boyfriend that they don't deserve because they cheat on him/her ever chance they get. and this whole time i've tried to do the right thing little mrs. virgin, and i get nothing,my only rewards for being a good girl these almost 18 years, is betrayel and desceat. I've been used, abused, tattered and torn by the people that say they love me the most.and the only person who does give a damn i can't even be with just my ****ing luck so this is what i get? forced to live in this god forsaking town with ppl that secretly hate me, in stead of with the one person i want to be with the one person i need, the one person i love and who loves me, gee thanks alot god! this is what i get left overs of the sinners scraps how ironic. then other times i wonder if there really is such a thing as love, or is it just some nice idea like the easter bunny, or santa clause? the more i look around the more i wish i was blind. just so i don't have to see the ****ed up things ppl do to one another. i've gave up on society a long time ago. ppl will always stab you in the back no matter who they are friend, relative, or other. that's all we know how to do anymore ppl know not of love. this place is slowly eating away my soul and my heart, the only thing i live for is the thing i can't have so why do i keep pushing? i don't know maybe my belief in karma! maybe my false hope that i will actually get what's coming to me, and that someday i'll escape all of this hate and be with the one i love and he wont let this happen to me ever again! then maybe i will finally be in a place where i am excepted for me and not be expected to change. maybe he will be my excape from the hell i have created in the darkest corner of my mind.
A poem about me
Tossed torn in two,
I'm a rag doll,
made for you.
stiches cover up scars,
from head to toe,
I'm a ragdoll,
stripped of her clothes.
mouth sewn up,
I'm not to say,
I'm just a ragdoll,
here I lay.
stuffed with cotton,
||July 21, 2005 9:43 PM
||Over a year ago
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