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Ana "i can be perfection
/ if the desire is strong enough
/&nbs..." [to come hereafter] "never give me reason to question,
/ such firm faith your eyes an..." heretical whore "she can't run anymore
/ can't find comfort in anyone elses arms
..." into you. "tears running down my face as they drop
/ onto your warm skin.
&..." because of you. "fever rush
/ as thoughts of your hand
/ brushing alon..." neutral nothing. "feel the rhythm of the drums
/ animal hide stretched tight over ..." the most beautiful misery. "i am the most beautiful misery
/ you have ever come across.
&nbs..." not being anymore. "i want to vomit in
/ self-disgust.
/ fiery heaves, d..." to be anymore... "i don't want to be me anymore.
/ i don't want to be me anymore.
..." envy. "drink from
/ the cup of life
/ laced with
/&nbs..." exposed, i suppose. "looking inward
/ outward
/ can anyone see
/&nbs..." higher than this. "i am
/ burning with the fever of
/ a thousand plague..." wasn't enough "i was doing
/ what everyone else wanted.
/ somehow t..." [punish and break] "i am desperate.
/ for one small sliver of myself
/ he..." [die] " i am trying
/ the best i can
/ but it falls short
&..." punish "cut off from
/ the world.
/ money does not bring happ..." stupid, stupid girl "i'm a stupid girl
/ my past has come to haunt me
/ an..." :desire: "fake:real
/ desire:disgust
/ how do i know
/&nb..." [ads] "can't show you anything on here
/ without temptations luring you..." [paranoia] "watching,
/ eyes darting
/ i can't say what's on my ..." [implicate] "longing for the beauty of
/ a withered flower
/ lost ..." collection of some short haiku-type poems "SELF IMAGE:
/
/ size fives
/ falling off ..." [change] "where did you go...
/ besides in the same room
/ slee..." hurt myself pretty-any fb would rock...not sure if i like how i organized it. "home is lonely when
/ it's all that surround you
/ da..." imperfect. "i am the epitamy of
/ imperfection.
/ milky white
&nb..." bleeding honey "cover me in fire
/ i tear apart the trees,
/ the leav..." love as a game "exhaustion ravages my body
/ i'm too tired to lay down
/&n..." just stop....(about myself) "shut up
/ shut UP!
/ can't you see that
/ ..." [just one more] "just one cut...
/ you'll feel much better
/ bleed out..." monsters in my closet "mommy...
/ theres a monster in my closet
/ he tells m..." stigmata "stigmata in the mind
/ bleeding like a christ
/ yell ..." i am the bringer... "i am two
/ melded into one
/ i am pain
/ d..." dead paperdoll "it's frustrating how
/ blood can taste like honey
/ a..." how i wish. "how i wish i could cut and not bleed.
/ how i wish my blinded ey..." venting at myself... "you worhless pile of insignificant shit.
/ i hope you die on the..." dirty. "focus on the one song to be sung.
/ scream as the church bells o..." schizophrenia "[flawed,scarred by self-inflicted imperfections]
/ [empty, fake ..." snake eyes "Consequences are hard to render
/ When all is not what it seemed..." vict[death]ory "questions arise
/ on how i can be
/ so
/ ..." bury these bones "Bury these bones
/ Far, far beneath the earth
/ Chip ..." all for the greater good "deprive me
/ of respect
/ as i eat away
/ ..." thoughts during a marlboro... "sitting outside
/ on the porch
/ smoking a cigarette
..." afterthoughts "i am wonderful
/ [i am worthless]
/ i am song
/..." [claustrophobic] "smashing the glass
/ reflective of what
/ used to be
..." decisions/regrets "here lie two razors
/ of which one you must hold
/ on..." inadequate "breasts and car commercials
/ everywhere you turn is a cheating ..." make you hurt "i sit here
/ hurting
/ wondering why
/ i f..." i am nothing "i can't say i've ever felt
/ this much despise
/ for ..." i dont write for you, i write for me "voices beckon me
/ lyrics of the poet dressed in grey
/&nb..." everything isn't anything "heavens doors have opened
/ and i find that nothing
/ ..." the mad rantings of a tortured girl gone wrong "Spent all my life tryin’
/ Never got me nowhere
/ Rou..." fuck "fuck my insides hurt
/ i double over in pain
/ it com..." try me "I sit in icy stone
/
/ all alone
/
 ..." [dirty whore] "substitute in me
/ a new desire to live
/ remove this..." less than you.(song??? have to sit@piano to figure out and edit) "i'm to the point of no return
/ bleeding's not enough and my eye..." too much/not enough. "i drink too much.
/ i smoke too much.
/ i curse too m..." [night drive] "pick pick pick
/ at the scabs formed from
/ nights of..." [the only one who loves me](new title) "rocking, back and forth
/ in a corner, crying
/ i am ..." extremely unfinished...had to hurry and save it...will fix later "cold sweat dripping
/ from the pores
/ of the whore
..." forbidden fornication "tortured tresses
/ curl under the pressure
/ of the m..." Thursday "
/
/ the wind brings songs
/ of school be..." dirty woman "take the bleeding apple
/ from my hand
/ as the sins ..." indecisive whore. "indecisive whore
/ indecisive whore
/ do you know wha..." maybe she fucks the rosebuds... "the maiden sits
/ her secret garden is eden
/ love th..." un-narrow your mind "I read what you all write
/ there is hate in your words
/&..." why can no one else see(it's simple, but cute) "why can no one else see
/ the sparkle in your eyes
/ ..." as i burn...not finished. "pain
/ like a disfigured jesus
/ hunchback of the mas..." worth it "clawing at my skin
/ digging flesh
/ nails...deeper, ..." agony-not finished. "agony
/ trying to breathe without you
/ agony
/..." newton's law "decadence
/ consequence
/ for every action
/&nb..." forbidden sins - not quite finished "and only your lover would
/ turn this life over
/ to ..." [inolongerhaveasoul] "sitting on the porch
/ drenched in rain
/ a thousand ..." in love with jesus and the devil "[im in love with jesus and the devil]
/
/ shhhh.
&nb..." rapture "Faucets run like
/ A bloody revolution
/ And
 ..." bitterness "Bitterness
/ Washes up
/ How it tastes like
/&n..." you have what i can never capture "You have what I can never capture
/ It slips through my soul-str..." citrus curves "Citrus curves make it hard to
/ Concentrate on what’s within me
..." mirror mirror "Mirror, mirror on the wall
/ Who’s the fairest one of all?
 ..." bear no burden here "whisper what you will in the still of this
/ cold night
/&..." tears are what dreams are made of. "it's cold outside
/ the snow stands still
/ and the s..." you can violate me, but never take my PRIDE! "All these inner demons
/ They are to get me
/ As I’m ..." ancestor's sins "scrape away the flesh
/ make me scar
/ i can't be hap..." fuck demonic nonsense "it's 12 o'clock
/ do you know where your children are?
/&n..." religion "Please, take a seat
/ On the steps of your Divine’s altar
..." apocalyptic angel cloth to cut "my arm
/ a crystal intaglio
/ as amber dawns look on ..." feeding my disease "cut, cut, cut
/ i just want to bleed
/ bleed out some..." the dark poet "the night sky is filled with
/ sweet solitude
/ the l..." do i grieve that a rose bush has thorns? "Do I grieve that a rose bush has thorns?
/ Or that a thorn bush ..." the name of the rose "my eyes burn
/ from tears uncried
/ and from images b..." poison ivy lilies "Words break fragile souls
/ As eager school children
/&nbs..." orion's virgin bride "How I wish that I could crucify myself
/ High upon a cross
 ..." metaphoric fist of fury "thick flesh roses make for
/ bitter causes
/ a fight ..." and you shall call me...god. "the emperor is dying
/ no place is safe
/ forfeit sal..." can i be pure "i hate how this
/ never ending divide often comes
/ b..." devoid of pride "eyes closed
/ black blue grey
/ all is a haze
..." mecca "fascinations with fire
/ the devil burns
/ his empir..." crucified to save "forbidden touch is manna; sweet
/ fulfills this dying world
&nbs..." transparent sins "ever stand by
/ a rippling mirror
/ and wish you coul..." heretics and fire......work in progress "here is my hand to cover your mouth
/ here are my fists to crus..." liar. "the vortex
/ of pain
/ is hard to locate
/&nbs..." blueprint "force fed by christians
/ brainwashed by parents
/ to..." tragedy/comedy "empty and hollow
/ you love this empty shell
/ of fak..." diminished "pain wafting faintly through the rafters
/ as i long for crimson..." tattoos and burlap "touch
/ thy lover
/ as much
/ as it pains ..." i am not okay... "i'm being ripped inside
/ i know the reasons why
/ th..." to tim "you can't know
/ just how sorry i am
/ and how much i..." promise ring "gold gleaming
/ with love
/ and sin
/ can'..." hiding my cuts... "i'm laying here
/ crying
/ trying to clean up the blo..." forgive me...(i need love) "why do i feel as though
/ i have to bend over backwards
/&..." precious things "i am surrounded
/ by masterpieces rare
/ i am bound
&..." unworthy "pain from my vortex
/ open wide
/ can't you see
 ..." love me not for what im not "rose petals
/ one by one
/ precious life
/ ..." i just left my boyfriend last night...had some things to get off my chest "the pain i felt
/ writing that note
/ packing up my t..." i'm no saint, saint, saint "Breathe
/ Just breathe
/ Fighting the breath
/&..." hurt and worthless "I’m up again
/ I can’t think
/ And yet
/ T..." dear daddy...(a song, saying all the things i wished my family would understand. "dreams fall
/ tears shatter
/ and nothing
/&nbs..." love by definition "LOVE-
/ it consumes the SOUL
/ and rips the HUMAN HEA..." nooses hang like streamers "Ivory kisses come
/ At the most inopportune times.
/ ..." america "america
/ you sicken me.
/ you and your capitalistic ..." amnesia sweeps the nation "shhhh.
/ tis sunset
/ the sun is dead
/ th..." faking something real...not finished-rough draft "sometimes its hard to
/ live with my disease
/ im afr..." sorry im not perfect "i'm sorry i'm not perfect
/ i'm sorry that i am sometimes
..." not finished... "i hate how you make me feel so small
/ i hate how you make me fe..." a pagans prayer "our mother
/ who art in nature
/ hallowed be thy name..." euphoric "shhhhh.
/
/ its coming.
/
/ c..." peel me off a sidewalk "i feel elated
/ and deflated
/ all at once
/&nb..." blackened angel "I’m
/ So tired
/ Of living
/
/ ..." my unborn child "It’s not fair
/ This hurts
/ I want to carry your off..." destroy me "the rain falls in tiny
/ jagged drops against my
/ co..." cry me... "cry me
/ a thousand tears,
/ burning with the pain
&n..." the tide "i look in your eyes
/ and think so much of what could have been
..." the moon "i caught the moon today
/ it slipped right through my fingers an..." few are the times "Few are the times
/ When all is well
/ And all is wha..." Thou hast been judged "The end is here
/ The apocalypse is now
/
/&..." i hate my fucking job "i sit here all alone
/ crying on the floor
/ twists a..." the other lover "temptation is
/ a devilish thing
/ that obsesses
&nb..." relief "what a relief it is
/ to finally get out
/ all that h..." hush...(if you can think of a better title...help me out please!!) "drug me detach
/ me from this
/ purgatory at it's fin..." venting... "i hate this i just want to die sometimes and it seems no matter how hard i ..." not sure....not quite finished yet... "i'm sorry
/ i'm ugly
/ cancerous
/ as the ..." i remember "i remember his hands
/ rough on my flesh
/ i remember..." IHATETHISIHATETHIS- this really is how my life is "is it wrong to want
/ so much more
/ than we already ..." lowkey "oh honey
/ it's the day of love
/ what do you want to..." you won't get off your ass "you won't get off your ass
/ so i took the iniative
/ ..." thoughts at walgreens "i went to the drugstore
/ to buy me a box
/ as if hap..." i'll have to ask you when i see you "when angels fall
/ eoes it make you cry?
/ or do you ..." revelation "when i sit and think about life
/ i realize that it is all just ..." Blasphemy...lyrics to my screaming rage song..a la 'Kittie' "*note before reading...the words that are capitalized are the ones that wou..." my true life account with rape(repost since i mispelled somethings) "a part of me was lost that night
/ as conspiracy took my long lo..." just being alive. "hate the cycle
/ don't hate the maker
/ it's all just..." there is so much... "There is so much
/ Emptiness, hurt, anger, confusion
/&nbs..." second chances "I try and try
/ Only to find that it is
/ Never good ..." hurt me once "Hurt me once
/ Hurt me twice
/ Makes you feel good
&n..." bug on the windshield "And it’s hard
/ Just to breathe
/ When the pain
 ..." take you down with me... "call off these dragons that
/ threaten to slay me
/ b..." far from grace and loneliness "i can never repair any of these things
/ i can never fix anythin..." i'm sick...but i need my disease "Never questioned
/ Never answered
/ Never caring
&nbs..." blood is on the barrel "why am i here?
/ why all these things?
/ am i losing ..." call me not by name "You think that you can classify me / You think that you can categ..." you "I can scarce find the words / To describe your presence in my lif..." Re- "Redefine / Reconstruct / Redesign / Renovate&..." makes me want to be with you(unfinished) "You’re better off having never seen / What is behind those closed..." to be what is me... "My life has / Come so far down this / mountainside ..." love can cure "oh these tears, they burn / like a thousand miles of fire /&..." angel ashes "Images flash / In my head / It hurts / Just t..." breathe "I try so hard to / Resuscitate what is now dead within me /&..." i've come to find... "ive come to find / bitter happiness, this life of mine /&nbs..." denied "i am formless / but i feel / all the burning questions&..." a run in with god "fragile / delicate / break glass and my tears shatter&n..." butterfly "hold me close / and never let me go / protect me from t..." SCREAM!! "i can't run from this / everywhere i turn it's all&nb..."
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