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chaos_order has taken 10 tests:
|May 06, 2012
||Non-Sexual Purity Test
|May 06, 2012
||Sexual Purity Test
|Mar 01, 2010
||Think You're Gay? Test
||GAYDAR: Condition Orange
|Feb 05, 2010
||Psycho Family Test
||The Brady Bunch
|Mar 03, 2010
||Think You're a Lesbian? Test
|Feb 04, 2010
||Extreme Sex Test
|Feb 09, 2010
|Feb 04, 2010
|Mar 01, 2010
||Movie Junkie Test
|Feb 05, 2010
||Extreme Sex Test 2
January 24, 2012, EMPTY "wow wow wow ....ok so the BITCH i have been referring to in..."
January 23, 2012, ALONE AGIAN "tonight has been hell.. my girl went to jail agian i meen..."
November 11, 2010, empty inside "empty shallow half full tired exhausted angry nothing......."
May 13, 2010, LIFE SMELLS LIKE **** "normally i am not for posting something so personal on..."
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chaos_order has written 173 poems. Showing last 10:
"the scale is haunting me once again
/ afraid to notice it out o..."
/ how can you watch the life drain from my eyes?
"her body shakes a little as i enter
/ her hands they clench the..."
"These walls are closing in
/ anger is building inside of me
"your face lingers in my thoughts
/ your hair strung perfectly t..."
"she took my heart straight from my chest
/ stupid me believed s..."
"Seeing her eyes dim as i say those words
/ Seeing through them h..."
"Tonight i sit alone, drifting away
/ Floating through out my tho..."
"her voice it shatters any optimistic emotion
/ she stands there ..."
"her intentions are cruel
/ selfishness is all she knows
"tears all around me
/ everyone sobbing
/ i stand th..."
"my heart it beats slowly
/ once you walk out that door
"your words burn through my soul
/ desinigrating my peronality as..."
"shifting from place to place
/ wondering when agian i will see h..."
"Frozen she is a beautiful creation
/ An icy perfection
"Her eyes are peircing through my skin
/ Creating to her a window..."
Ghost In The Wind
"Running Inside myself
/ No where to hide
/ Open spa..."
"no painful cries
/ just happiness and bliss
/ childish cries
/ empty words
two hearts one soul
"your here i see you
/ please dont leave
"sitting hear crying wondering why
/ everything in this world ma..."
"doors are slamming
/ voices screaming
/ people laug..."
"i am bound to myself
/ locked inside this torturous cell
"the horror brings a certian comfort
/ knowing i feel
Nothing At All
"these tears are streaming
/ yet are not seen
/ they ..."
"This world I live in
/ Isnít seen
/ Just filled with ..."
"Torn inside this wicked life
/ A torturous chamber
"Pain lurks throughout this empty soul
/ Running wildly
"This hole inside of my heart is beggining to expand
/ Bleeding ..."
Something (feedback plz)
"Silence lurks inside of these walls
/ Choking me with my own wi..."
"Empty is my soul
/ A twisting everlasting hole
/ A st..."
"A family is the only thing one like me yearns for
/ To be apart..."
Disease of the mind
"You stand there staring into the mirror
/ Facing your closest fe..."
Counted Tear Drops
"Counted tear drops on the tile
/ She began to lose track after a..."
"Unaware you are of the sickness in me
/ Trusting you are...maybe..."
Your Infected Creature
"I am a boy
/ I am a child
/ yet i am a man
"Somewhere far away from this earth
/ Lay this spirit
"The trigger kept pulling
/ As i pled for it to stop
"Confused i am staring into this light
/ For darkness surrounds t..."
"Insanity lurks throughout my thoughts
/ Haunting me
"Something inside of me crumbled
/ When those words she mumbled ..."
"Everything's dimmer on the other side
/ The colors are very ligh..."
"I see you staring
/ Over at me
/ Afraid of the dark..."
"Where oh where are these tears
/ I have been begging for them to..."
"The blood it runs off the edge of my knife
/ With just one slash..."
"inside these captivating walls
/ lies as innocent creature
"Anger is inside of me
/ Fighting to take over me
"I am my own species
/ A mold has been created by ..."
"A simple breeze in the air throws off
/ The sadness and despair ..."
"Dreams are dreams they always fade
/ Once life starts to twist a..."
"The winter snow
/ A beautiful blanket
/ Covering al..."
/ Sprinkle the air
/ I think of this when..."
"So many words left unspoken
/ Thousands or stories left un heard..."
"A life of normality
/ Is what i yearn
/ Reaching yet ..."
"The burning sensation
/ Is a calming realization
"Staring into my wicked mind
/ Gazing outward
"Disgusting are my thoughts inwhich
/ Complete my soul
/ Ueducated souls
/ Words fly without an..."
/ Now embrased
/ Forever you thought i..."
"I tried to warn you i am not stable
/ Yet you said that me you c..."
"Anger is filling every crevis of my soul
/ I cannot contain it m..."
"Do not put your trust in a soul
/ For they will betray you and b..."
"No one hears my screams
/ They are buried deep inside
"The things i say
/ Fade into the distance
/ No one w..."
"Was it hard to tell me the truth?
/ Was it hard to stay faithful..."
"Life is flying by at light speed
/ It doesnt stop for anyone
Leech ( feedback plz)
"Deepest darkest souls
/ Live within my reach
/ Love hate
/ Happiness sadnes..."
"Her eyes are beautiful
/ A mixture of brown
/ And y..."
"my anger is building
/ soon it will be an uncontrollable rage
"Drowing in a pool of depression
/ Axiety suffocating my air ways..."
"There you stand
/ your thoughts are scattered
"So many emotions
/ Are filling the air
/ But nothing..."
"Why is it that you can warn someone a million times
/ But it nev..."
Face In The Mirrior
"In Two Seperate Worlds
/ We stand seeing eye to ey..."
"For her i grow stiff
/ As she begins to undress
/ I c..."
/ Is all i can feel at a time
/ Nothing e..."
You And Me
"Sitting here all alone
/ Trying not to cry
/ Trying t..."
"Thoughts racing through my mind
/ Something constructive i try t..."
/ You promised a millions words
/ And ..."
"Crushed is what i felt after she said the words
/ Gone forever f..."
"She knew me not
/ And didnt care
/ She read my poems..."
"Tears are filling my eyes
/ Yet i am not quite sure why
"Another beer wont hurt me at all
/ And someone will catch me whe..."
"In her mind i live
/ She shelters me with her knowledege
"With every drink
/ I become more free
/ Away from th..."
"She hovers over me like a bird
/ Watching every move i make
/ Is what i was at five
/ Is ..."
/ Is this feeling of jealousy and anger
"Once agian i gave her a chance
/ Thinking her love for me would..."
"Sometimes so close
/ Sometimes so far away
/ In the d..."
"A person gives you the time of day
/ You spend all of you time
For Everyone On This Site Plz Read
"The time you spend
/ Expressing your self
/ Care not..."
"The razor lies on the floor
/ Waiting to make me bleed some more..."
"My time here is shortening
/ There are things that are holding ..."
"The wind is ice cold as it strikes my face
/ I admire those who ..."
Judgements from you
"So many things to explore
/ So little time
/ The cu..."
Stay( FeedBack Please)
"I follow those i love around
/ I try to make a sound
/ Fills my world
/ Leaving it dead and ..."
"These walls are closing in
/ I have no where to go
I Never (feed back please)
"I never had a chance to prove myself
/ I never had a chance to f..."
"There is something that takes control
/ Over my life...over my ..."
"The voices around are closing in
/ I drown them out
Fall (feedback please)
"You cant let go thats what it seems
/ But you are wrong
Your Suicide ( feedback please)
"You know a persons fears
/ So you rip them apart
"She is sweet she is kind
/ She is definatley worth my time
"Your lies are filled with so many mistakes
/ You can see right t..."
"my eyes fill with tears with every insult
/ its a clear shot to ..."
"You said you loved me
/ You said you would do anything for me
"It doesnt matter what i do
/ I will never be good enough for you..."
"Everytime your heart gets crushed
/ But no matter what its never..."
"Trying to be something your not
/ Makes your insides begin to r..."
"There used to be so much in which we would embrace
/ I used to c..."
"Silence fills the open air
/ We dont really know where to go fro..."
"To some i am a man
/ Powerful respectful and grand
"People are cruel
/ They will break every rule
"You think that this time is like the rest
/ That you can hurt me..."
It Was You
"You say i never cared
/ And fight for you i would have never dar..."
"The place i reside
/ Is a home for those of my kind
"Sometimes his eyes are very sincere
/ His apologies are that of ..."
"Standing there expolding with all my life stories
/ My gaurd was..."
"She was mean
/ She was horrible
/ She was melicious
"So So So many lies you tell
/ So many times i wond..."
"Sometimes i am emotional
/ Sometimes i am incredible
/ You had innocence
/ I had experience..."
"Nothing in life is ever your fault
/ So you say
"The evil smiles
/ The wicked words
/ Fill my mind eve..."
"She sits there with a smile on her face
/ After ripping your sou..."
"Something is blinding me
/ Something is binding me
"Reach into the distance
/ There i am
/ Waiting for n..."
"Something so powerful drawing me nearer
/ I fear not of what it ..."
"Feeling so close to someone you barley know
/ Defies the laws of..."
"She is beautiful from head to toe
/ A clearly flawless creature
"There lay this beautiful creature
/ Something so flawless
"Seeing his face
/ Can light up my day
/ So many thing..."
Every Last Fight
"Writing seems overrated right now
/ No words can describe this l..."
"I have a gift
/ I wish i could share
/ But seriously..."
Facing Whats Within
"staring deep within thy soul
/ Many ..."
"I needed some one there to conquer
/ All of my fears
"A million pieces my heart has broken
/ Ever since i learned the ..."
"The scars run deep in this shattered soul
/ Deeper than anything..."
"As i begin to come down
/ Into a melancholy state
"With every bottle he intakes
/ A salty new tear steams down his ..."
/ I can see you are in a great deal of pain
"Standing there sulking in her own mind
/ She has done this to me..."
"The day i learned the truth
/ Was the day i gave up on you
"Attention is everything she will never get
/ No one wants her ar..."
Kill Me Softly
"Throwing all of my thoughts on a page
/ Afraid of what it can br..."
Between The Lifeless
"Our eyes met hazel and brown,
/ Full of nothingness
A Faraway Dream
"When we make love its overwhelming
/ All of my thoughts are calm..."
Crossing The Borderline
"crossing the line
/ might happen anytime
/ Im not re..."
"Everyday my wrists are bleeding
/ it makes up for the emptiness ..."
Life or Death
"The hunger is growing to intense
/ But i cant give up now
Clearer Than Glass
"My heart is pounding i am not sure why
/ Lies lies lies
Water and Sky
"The Perfect tide between water and sky
/ make up her beautiful e..."
"Letting go is the hardest thing to do
/ She dropped his hand by ..."
"Her teeth glisten in the moon light
/ As the bloods drips from h..."
"My thoughts race at the speed of light
/ There are no stopping t..."
/ Unity stands
/ You wouldnt do t..."
"We are a unity we are so strong
/ We conqured most, we ran so l..."
"Always awake i will be
/ I can never sleep between you and me
"As the blood runs down my wrist
/ Everything in life becomes a m..."
Twisted at birth
"Once i had a soul
/ It was not at all broken
/ It wa..."
"Emptiness surrounds my broken soul
/ I have no emotion
"Why why why
/ Why so many lies
/ Lies lead only to yo..."
"When people write about things they dont know
/ I feel at times ..."
"All of my life i have lacked emotion
/ I have finnally found som..."
"Under his hat lie hazel eyes
/ Away from all the pain , away fro..."
"Staring into the distance
/ Observing all in sight
"Look above divided skies
/ Look below divided grounds
Tree of the dead
"Deep in the forest lies a tree
/ A tree that is full of such lif..."
"The blackness is darkening
/ Light is no more
chaos_order has written the following short stories:
Mein Kompf: hitlers thoughts between reality and flashbacks....tells a little bit about his unbearable childhood.with an alchoholic and abusive father
Taboo: an intense twisting incestuous story about a young man and his mother and his psychological state