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chaos_order's Stuff This page is where you can see all of the stuff that chaos_order does around the Student Center, including Journals, Casino Games, Groups, Reviews, Short Stories and more! If chaos_order has done it, it'll be on this page! Points & Rank
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Journals mein kompf 4 entries 303 hits "" January 24, 2012, EMPTY "wow wow wow ....ok so the BITCH i have been referring to in..." January 23, 2012, ALONE AGIAN "tonight has been hell.. my girl went to jail agian i meen..." November 11, 2010, empty inside "empty shallow half full tired exhausted angry nothing......." May 13, 2010, LIFE SMELLS LIKE **** "normally i am not for posting something so personal on..." Click here to read mein kompf Poetry chaos_order has written 173 poems. Showing last 10: sitting "sitting staring / observing / learning /&nbs..." darkness "the scale is haunting me once again / afraid to notice it out o..." falling apart " / / how can you watch the life drain from my eyes? ..." her "her body shakes a little as i enter / her hands they clench the..." Untitled "These walls are closing in / anger is building inside of me &n..." Untitled "your face lingers in my thoughts / your hair strung perfectly t..." CONTROL "she took my heart straight from my chest / stupid me believed s..." Hollow Stone "Seeing her eyes dim as i say those words / Seeing through them h..." Afraid "Tonight i sit alone, drifting away / Floating through out my tho..." Untitled "her voice it shatters any optimistic emotion / she stands there ..." Untitled "her intentions are cruel / selfishness is all she knows /&..." Trying "tears all around me / everyone sobbing / i stand th..." empty "my heart it beats slowly / once you walk out that door /..." Personality "your words burn through my soul / desinigrating my peronality as..." Untitled "shifting from place to place / wondering when agian i will see h..." Frozen "Frozen she is a beautiful creation / An icy perfection /&n..." Untitled "Her eyes are peircing through my skin / Creating to her a window..." Ghost In The Wind "Running Inside myself / No where to hide / Open spa..." immoral love "no painful cries / just happiness and bliss / radiat..." Untitled "decaying minds / childish cries / empty words &nbs..." two hearts one soul "your here i see you / please dont leave / everythin..." Untitled "sitting hear crying wondering why / everything in this world ma..." dissapear "doors are slamming / voices screaming / people laug..." Never "i am bound to myself / locked inside this torturous cell ..." Feel "the horror brings a certian comfort / knowing i feel /&nb..." Nothing At All "these tears are streaming / yet are not seen / they ..." Seen "This world I live in / Isn’t seen / Just filled with ..." Torn "Torn inside this wicked life / A torturous chamber / ..." Empty Expression "Pain lurks throughout this empty soul / Running wildly /&..." Secluded "This hole inside of my heart is beggining to expand / Bleeding ..." Something (feedback plz) "Silence lurks inside of these walls / Choking me with my own wi..." Eternity "Empty is my soul / A twisting everlasting hole / A st..." Dull "A family is the only thing one like me yearns for / To be apart..." Disease of the mind "You stand there staring into the mirror / Facing your closest fe..." Counted Tear Drops "Counted tear drops on the tile / She began to lose track after a..." Innocent "Unaware you are of the sickness in me / Trusting you are...maybe..." Your Infected Creature "I am a boy / I am a child / yet i am a man /&nb..." My Kind "Somewhere far away from this earth / Lay this spirit /&nb..." Trigger "The trigger kept pulling / As i pled for it to stop / ..." Light "Confused i am staring into this light / For darkness surrounds t..." Insanity "Insanity lurks throughout my thoughts / Haunting me /&nbs..." Emptiness "Something inside of me crumbled / When those words she mumbled ..." Whole "Everything's dimmer on the other side / The colors are very ligh..." Demon "I see you staring / Over at me / Afraid of the dark..." Distant feelings "Where oh where are these tears / I have been begging for them to..." choice "The blood it runs off the edge of my knife / With just one slash..." captivating walls "inside these captivating walls / lies as innocent creature &nbs..." anger "Anger is inside of me / Fighting to take over me / R..." My Own "I am my own species / / A mold has been created by ..." Natures Smile "A simple breeze in the air throws off / The sadness and despair ..." Dreams "Dreams are dreams they always fade / Once life starts to twist a..." Blanket "The winter snow / A beautiful blanket / Covering al..." Winter Song "Tiny flakes / Sprinkle the air / I think of this when..." What happend? "So many words left unspoken / Thousands or stories left un heard..." Over Spoken "A life of normality / Is what i yearn / Reaching yet ..." Burn "The burning sensation / Is a calming realization / O..." Next "Staring into my wicked mind / Gazing outward / Stoppi..." Dreamer "Disgusting are my thoughts inwhich / Complete my soul /&n..." Words "Spoken words / Ueducated souls / Words fly without an..." Forgotten "Forgotten pain / Now embrased / Forever you thought i..." blocked "I tried to warn you i am not stable / Yet you said that me you c..." Anger "Anger is filling every crevis of my soul / I cannot contain it m..." Trust "Do not put your trust in a soul / For they will betray you and b..." Untitled "No one hears my screams / They are buried deep inside /&nb..." Words "The things i say / Fade into the distance / No one w..." Was It? "Was it hard to tell me the truth? / Was it hard to stay faithful..." Life "Life is flying by at light speed / It doesnt stop for anyone &n..." Leech ( feedback plz) "Deepest darkest souls / Live within my reach / Taunti..." Feelings "Feelings / / Love hate / Happiness sadnes..." Carmel "Her eyes are beautiful / A mixture of brown / And y..." Pretend "my anger is building / soon it will be an uncontrollable rage &n..." My Freedom "Drowing in a pool of depression / Axiety suffocating my air ways..." Repetition "There you stand / your thoughts are scattered / All..." Silent Truth "So many emotions / Are filling the air / But nothing..." Dead "Why is it that you can warn someone a million times / But it nev..." Face In The Mirrior "In Two Seperate Worlds / / We stand seeing eye to ey..." I Promise "For her i grow stiff / As she begins to undress / I c..." One Emotion "One emotion / Is all i can feel at a time / Nothing e..." You And Me "Sitting here all alone / Trying not to cry / Trying t..." Heart "Thoughts racing through my mind / Something constructive i try t..." You Promised " / / You promised a millions words / And ..." Crushed "Crushed is what i felt after she said the words / Gone forever f..." Worried "She knew me not / And didnt care / She read my poems..." Rejected "Tears are filling my eyes / Yet i am not quite sure why /&..." Faded Pain "Another beer wont hurt me at all / And someone will catch me whe..." Happiness "In her mind i live / She shelters me with her knowledege /..." Key "With every drink / I become more free / Away from th..." Bird "She hovers over me like a bird / Watching every move i make &nb..." Lost "Lost / Is what i was at five / Lost / Is ..." Trapped "Trapped / Is this feeling of jealousy and anger / Tra..." Finished "Once agian i gave her a chance / Thinking her love for me would..." Faraway "Sometimes so close / Sometimes so far away / In the d..." Notice "A person gives you the time of day / You spend all of you time ..." For Everyone On This Site Plz Read "The time you spend / Expressing your self / Care not..." My Demon "The razor lies on the floor / Waiting to make me bleed some more..." His Own "My time here is shortening / There are things that are holding ..." Kale "The wind is ice cold as it strikes my face / I admire those who ..." Judgements from you "So many things to explore / So little time / The cu..." Stay( FeedBack Please) "I follow those i love around / I try to make a sound /&nbs..." The Unseen "The darkness / Fills my world / Leaving it dead and ..." Peace "These walls are closing in / I have no where to go / ..." I Never (feed back please) "I never had a chance to prove myself / I never had a chance to f..." Bind "There is something that takes control / Over my life...over my ..." Damned "The voices around are closing in / I drown them out / ..." Fall (feedback please) "You cant let go thats what it seems / But you are wrong /..." Your Suicide ( feedback please) "You know a persons fears / So you rip them apart / A..." Angel "She is sweet she is kind / She is definatley worth my time ..." Mess "Your lies are filled with so many mistakes / You can see right t..." End "my eyes fill with tears with every insult / its a clear shot to ..." Regret "You said you loved me / You said you would do anything for me &n..." Gone "It doesnt matter what i do / I will never be good enough for you..." Help Yourself "Everytime your heart gets crushed / But no matter what its never..." Lost "Trying to be something your not / Makes your insides begin to r..." You "There used to be so much in which we would embrace / I used to c..." Him "Silence fills the open air / We dont really know where to go fro..." Judgements "To some i am a man / Powerful respectful and grand / ..." People "People are cruel / They will break every rule / There..." This Time "You think that this time is like the rest / That you can hurt me..." It Was You "You say i never cared / And fight for you i would have never dar..." Reside "The place i reside / Is a home for those of my kind /&nbs..." Hide "Sometimes his eyes are very sincere / His apologies are that of ..." Freedom "Standing there expolding with all my life stories / My gaurd was..." Past "She was mean / She was horrible / She was melicious &..." Truth "So So So many lies you tell / / So many times i wond..." Sometimes "Sometimes i am emotional / Sometimes i am incredible /&nbs..." Dove " / / You had innocence / I had experience..." Faults "Nothing in life is ever your fault / So you say / You..." Sickness "The evil smiles / The wicked words / Fill my mind eve..." Melicious "She sits there with a smile on her face / After ripping your sou..." Me "Something is blinding me / Something is binding me / ..." Within Me "Reach into the distance / There i am / Waiting for n..." Paranoia State "Something so powerful drawing me nearer / I fear not of what it ..." Distance "Feeling so close to someone you barley know / Defies the laws of..." Jealousy "She is beautiful from head to toe / A clearly flawless creature ..." Flawless "There lay this beautiful creature / Something so flawless ..." Second chance "Seeing his face / Can light up my day / So many thing..." Every Last Fight "Writing seems overrated right now / No words can describe this l..." Gift "I have a gift / I wish i could share / But seriously..." Facing Whats Within "staring deep within thy soul / / / Many ..." Apart "I needed some one there to conquer / All of my fears /&nbs..." Million Pieces "A million pieces my heart has broken / Ever since i learned the ..." Scars "The scars run deep in this shattered soul / Deeper than anything..." Alone "As i begin to come down / Into a melancholy state / E..." Bottle "With every bottle he intakes / A salty new tear steams down his ..." Disapear " / / I can see you are in a great deal of pain ..." Viscious "Standing there sulking in her own mind / She has done this to me..." The Truth "The day i learned the truth / Was the day i gave up on you ..." Forget "Attention is everything she will never get / No one wants her ar..." Kill Me Softly "Throwing all of my thoughts on a page / Afraid of what it can br..." Between The Lifeless "Our eyes met hazel and brown, / Full of nothingness / ..." A Faraway Dream "When we make love its overwhelming / All of my thoughts are calm..." Crossing The Borderline "crossing the line / might happen anytime / Im not re..." Wasteing away "Everyday my wrists are bleeding / it makes up for the emptiness ..." Life or Death "The hunger is growing to intense / But i cant give up now ..." Clearer Than Glass "My heart is pounding i am not sure why / Lies lies lies /..." Water and Sky "The Perfect tide between water and sky / make up her beautiful e..." Beautiful Angel "Letting go is the hardest thing to do / She dropped his hand by ..." Free "Her teeth glisten in the moon light / As the bloods drips from h..." Darkest Hole "My thoughts race at the speed of light / There are no stopping t..." Unity Stands "Swastika Swastika / Unity stands / You wouldnt do t..." Fatherland "We are a unity we are so strong / We conqured most, we ran so l..." Insomnia "Always awake i will be / I can never sleep between you and me &n..." Vanished Spirit "As the blood runs down my wrist / Everything in life becomes a m..." Twisted at birth "Once i had a soul / It was not at all broken / It wa..." Broken soul "Emptiness surrounds my broken soul / I have no emotion /&n..." Lies "Why why why / Why so many lies / Lies lead only to yo..." define me "When people write about things they dont know / I feel at times ..." A.D.I.D.A.S "All of my life i have lacked emotion / I have finnally found som..." hazel eyes "Under his hat lie hazel eyes / Away from all the pain , away fro..." Emotionless "Staring into the distance / Observing all in sight / ..." Borderline "Look above divided skies / Look below divided grounds /&nb..." Tree of the dead "Deep in the forest lies a tree / A tree that is full of such lif..." Shattered Self "The blackness is darkening / Light is no more / Appro..." Short Stories chaos_order has written the following short stories: Mein Kompf: hitlers thoughts between reality and flashbacks....tells a little bit about his unbearable childhood.with an alchoholic and abusive father Taboo: an intense twisting incestuous story about a young man and his mother and his psychological state |
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