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Articles DeepMeaning has written 2 articles. Listing in chronological order, starting with the most recent: What, I, As A Heterosexual, See, written on February 02, 2007 Things That Need To Change For The Better, written on February 29, 2008 Journals Emily's Ramblings 63 entries 2,436 hits "My everyday Life!!" June 7, 2008, Woot "Man. Four active stories!!! I just added another chapter to..." May 31, 2008, New Romance Story "PLease check out my new story! It's called, "Forget..." May 16, 2008, Heeeeeere's Emily! "Man, so I have over 155 poems now! Whew:} My..." March 9, 2008, Almost time "Well, it is almost time for me to start applying for..." March 7, 2008, I'll do a favor for you! "Hey Everyone. I want some feedback on an article I have..." November 12, 2007, NEW NEW NEW "All new chapters of My-not-So-Sweet 16 and After You left...." September 21, 2007, Personal Look At Why " why do you injure yourself? I hate myself. I hate..." August 23, 2007, Sick "I'm sick. Mentally. I have a new therapist. I hope it..." August 19, 2007, The Funk "I'm in a depressive funk that I can't get out of. It sucks...." April 18, 2007, Yellows and Oranges "Well, Hello. Today was a pretty crappy day. For some..." Click here to read Emily's Ramblings Poetry DeepMeaning has written 168 poems. Showing last 10: Under The Moon Without You "Alone in my bed tonight, no one but me, / Looking up at the moo..." On This, A Curious Night "She beckons him towards her with a finger and a lick of her lips, /&..." Summer Dreams "School is out, the pressures gone, / The boys and girls are laug..." Left Out In Love (When You Come) "Everyone around me is joining in a celebration, / Dancing lovers..." They Say Love Is Blind, But It Is We Who Blind Ourselves "So blinded are we, by what we wish to see, / Our minds make up l..." Where Has My Life Gone? "Where I live, the grass is green, / The water runs crystal clear..." We Still Hold On "The world was so new, so pretty and full, / Things were so shiny..." Lasting Friends "I love you so much, as a friend and a brother, / You listen to m..." I'm Selfish And Ashamed (The Secret Shame Of A Girl) "Even though I'm sure it is over, / Even though I want you to mov..." No Regrets "The blood that was spilled / The heart left unfilled, /&nb..." Waiting For You "I long for you, more than I should, / I wish to finally meet yo..." Slave To Rejection "Why do I fear, what has not come to pass yet? / Waiting in anti..." My Mother "My mother is strong, most of the time, / She lives through the ..." In Two Ways, I Wouldn't Be Here Without You " / We may not get along, / One hundred percent of the..." You Can't Run From Yourself "When you see her in the mirror, / What do you see within her eye..." Growing Away From Innocence "As I grow older, / And I fill with stress, / The worl..." Going Against Instinct "There's a feeling deep inside me, / Telling me things are wrong,..." Our Love Was Sex "We had sex, / And it wasn't bliss, / It wasn't roma..." Loving You Is My Job "When you need comfort, / Put your hand in mine, / I..." Still A Struggle "A whisper in the dark says," Come join us once again," /&nb..." Never There "How sad to be a rain drop, / To fall out from a cloud, /..." A Miracle "Rain trickles on my skin, / Cold but refreshing, / ..." In Loving Memory Of Annie "I look into your eyes, / Which are glassy with age, / ..." Have You Ever Felt "Have you ever felt: / / Like no one was speaking Eng..." Never Been So In Love "My hand aches for yours, / Twine your fingers around mine, ..." In Her World Of Denial "In her room of white and gold, / It's always warm, but never col..." I Did Nothing To Stop It "I let the petals fall where they may, / I watched the flower wh..." Let Them Be Innocent "Some start with a safe haven, a place for from harm, / Protected..." Faith And Acceptance "The sun is slowly rising, / Upon my horizon, / Chas..." Baby Girl "Little girl, / Why oh why do you cry? / Do you know t..." Am I Crazy? "I'm sitting here wondering, / Am I crazy, / As deat..." It Matters Not "Soaked crimson cotton sheets, / Lying on an empty bed, /..." Suicidal "Sweet lies that poison lips, / And make you slit you tender wri..." T-W-I-S-T-E-D "Twisted soul and twisted mind, / What has happened to me, &nbs..." Just Words "Just when everything seemed fine, / Unfair things happened, &n..." In Love "Insanity has disappeared, / Nothing took it's place. /&nb..." S-U-I-C-I-D-E "Suicidal thoughts run through my head, / Unclear is the path to..." My Past and Present "Everything hurts / My thoughts would scare you / In d..." Smile Agian "The sound of your heart, / Beating in my ears, / As ..." The Hardest Part "The Hardest Part / / As my depression fades away, &n..." Like Chalk In The Rain (Washed Away) "With each day that passes, / My mind is further gone, /&..." Taboo Thoughts "Every night as I lay down to sleep, / These thoughts seep into m..." What You "Did" For Me "What you did for me, / Was make not believe, / How ca..." Escape "Escape / / / I live in a fantasy, ..." Cleaning The Slate "The flashing before my eyes is blinding, / / Maybe ..." Weight Off Your Shoulders "Weight Off Your Shoulders / / I'm not supposed to, &..." Tragedy "Tragedy / / As the blood drips down, / He..." Thorns "Thorns press my skin, / Making droplets of crimson, / ..." The Dream Lover "I reach for you, / Only to realize, / You never exist..." My Personal Hell "I don't exist, / Not anymore, / My mind has gone, &nb..." Payback "Payback / / / Your mine, /&nb..." My Chains "My Chains / / / I fight these chains..." Beautiful Breakdown (Original) "I don't know who I am anymore, / This girl in the mirror, ..." Me And My Beautiful Breakdown "The tears fall, / No reason at all, / Just falling be..." Self-Esteem "I was expecting a physical fight today, / I was prepared to take..." Chronicles Of Emotion: Sadness "Feet dragging, / Under heavy weight, / Eye lids droop..." Chronicles Of Emotion: Joy "Flying feeling, / Heart fluttering, / Smile wide, &nb..." Chronicles Of Emotion: Rage "Blood boils beneath skin, / Cheeks become rosy red, / ..." Once Feared Twilight Has Become A Friend "I close my eyes, / To block the light, / That comes u..." A Unknowing World- The Sky Knows "The sky is opening for you, / The sky is crying tears for you, &..." Falling: Too Hard, Too Fast "I couldn't help but fall, / But I guess I fell too fast, /..." New Guy New Tricks "I was waiting for an answer from you, / And as I did, /&nb..." Yeah Mom, I Love You "Mom, / You were there when I struggled, / And you sti..." Paradise (Lyrics) "I am just alone now, / Waiting for your soul, / Come ..." Empty (God Make Me Feel) "Empty, / I stare at the blank wall, / I'm empty, &..." No One Can Be Invincible "Everything was great, / At least for awhile, / I had ..." A Kiss To Begin And End All Kisses "As our lips met, / I breathed in your scent, / I part..." That Sweet High "I'm running faster than death can, / He can't catch up with me,..." Afraid To Love "I've been keeping an, / Empty house up on the hill, /&nb..." What Dreams Are Made Of "I seem to be, / Perfectly Happy, / On the outside. &n..." Words "Words, / They are stuck in my throat, / The pressure ..." Tired and Dying "I'm tired of running, / I'm so weak, / I can't stan..." Suffer And Drown In Your Regrets "What are you saying now, / As I stand before you, / ..." Stressed "I feel so tired, / I want to close my eyes, / Sleep..." Lost Sanity (Pressure) "The blood is screaming to come out, / To drip from every pore, ..." Longing: Selfish Hearts Rule In Marching For Love "I wish I could tell you, / I wish that you knew, / ..." Because I Love You "I see you sad, / Crying, / You feel alone, /..." Give Me Reason To "I'll stop reaching for you, / If that's what you want to do, &..." Rejection "Afraid to love, / Afraid touch, / Afraid die, ..." Death (Fighting Weakness) "I touched your skin, / And it was cold, / Cold as d..." What Mothers Do "How can your eyes be open, / And yet see nothing, / ..." Invisible (My Mask) "I feel invisible, / Completely, / And utterly, &nb..." It's All In The Blood (Weakness) "I feel weaker, / Everyday, / Living, / Is ..." Fragments "You left my heart, / In two separate pieces, / The fr..." Time For Change (Chaotic Words From a Misguided Soul) "These cuts on my wrist, / Sting as you, / Rub salt in..." Trying For You "I don't want to, / I don't want to drag you down, / I..." Echo: Screaming in the Blindness of Darkness "Echo: Screaming in the Blindness of Darkness / / &n..." I Fell "I fell into the sun, / Blisters quickly forming, / Bu..." I'll Return Your Heart "You are, / You are the light in my soul, / The one, ..." I Don't Hate You, But I Don't Love You "I see you looking at me, / Eyes fixed, / Longingly, &..." Words Scattered "Words Scattered on paper, / My feelings in ink, / Per..." Innocent "I'm Keeping my name, / I'll die with pride, / You won..." The Monster Hidden Within "When did I stop being human, / And become this? / Thi..." Pulled Apart By Alcohol "Pulled Apart By Alcohol / / Fuck the night out with ..." If I Could Take A Lifetime "If I could take a lifetime, / To put a smile on your face, ..." I Blame You (The End Of This Game) "I wanted to be friends, / To stick it out with you, / ..." All You Ever Wanted (Lyrics) "I was never, / Never what you wanted, / You looked ..." Notice Me (Love Me) "Tension, / Can you feel it rising, / I can and it dri..." Wearing Me Down "You wore me down, / Until I couldn't stand, / Needed..." No Reason (When We) "When we kissed, / Electricity, / That's what I miss, ..." We Fell For Us "We fell together, / Into the abyss, / We hold each ot..." Almost Gone "I try to hide them, / My scars, / With smiles, ..." Dearest Boy "I love your smile, / The way your lips move, / The so..." He Is Barbaric "She was so young, / So young and naive, / So innocent..." I Am Frightened (So I Smash) "I am frightened, / Of the girl, / She looks at me, ..." The Devil's Tempting "The devil, / He has come, / He has taken the heart,..." The Demon Inside "The Demon / The Demon, / The Demon Inside, /&..." Depression's Puppet "My Life, / It isn't as it once was, / My soul, ..." Haunted And Hunted "Your love, / It haunts me, / Reminders of us, /..." My Questions Unanswerable "Answer me, / When did my life fall? / Down this deep ..." For Those At A Loss For Words "I can be happy, / If only for awhile, / I can smile, ..." Help Forever Waiting "Joy, / It's hard to think about, / When Sadness runs ..." Thy Name Is Insanity "Lost, / I lost it, / My Mind. / /&n..." Scream It Out "Expell the evil, / Scream it out, / Out of your body,..." Three Of My Poems Revised "PLEASE, THIS IS ALL I PRAY / / Upon my bed in darkne..." Love Me (Only For You) "Only for you, / Would I sing a song, / A song from th..." Cleansing My Sins in Dirty Blood " / I carved your initial / Upon my skin / ..." Hit The Floor (Last Hope) "The wind howls / Like my mind / Unsettled /&nbs..." Imposter (I'm Sorry) "I'm sorry I couldn't be, / The friend you had expected of me. &n..." If Ever (My Life) "If ever a person was alone, / That person would be me. /&n..." I Know Now "Now that i know what you think of me, / I feel differently towar..." I Gave In "When did I give up, / Give in to the negative thoughts? /&..." No Matter What I Do "I try so hard, / To make you love me, / I put on make..." Please, This Is All That I Pray "Upon my bed in darkness I lay, / Waiting for the sacred day, &nb..." Eternal Forever "Eternal Forever / / / / Ther..." Stay Down "Am I just a toy, / For you to bend, / To break, ..." My Chaotic Love Life "My Chaotic Love Life / / / For him I sup..." Sanity is a Waste "Zoom / Sharp Edge Scratching me. / The smallest mark ..." When the Storm Came. "When the storm came / I grabbed for you / But you let..." Back To Create Chaos "Run, / Scream, / Fight for your life, / Cr..." Lies and Charades From You My Love "You don't love me. / I guessed right, / Didn't I? &nb..." Yesterdays Tomorrow *Rate Please* "I am living in yesterdays tomorrow / All hopes for this day are ..." Strength "Things Will get better / I swear My Love / But for no..." Snuggles And Kisses "Looking for love / Someone to hug / Sweet Blissful ki..." HURT AND ALONE ""It hurts to be lonely." / A great man once said ..." Dry Body " / Prick your finger / Does it bleed? / Al..." Life that Stabs " / To have Life / To have Love / To have..." Hollow Hearts " / Life was tough / She had to leave / Her..." Secret " / / Heart stone cold / Eyes so red ..." Rosy Cheeks And Blue Eyes " / She is lost inside a mass / The world is spinning ..." Ode To My Obsession "This blood is my obsession, / It takes away my control, /..." Mesmerized "Red, / Rushing to the wound, / Like flies to a light...." Blood and Love "Mistakes, / Eating away at me. / Biting through bone,..." Love's A Funny Thing "Why do you love me, / When I cannot love now, / When ..." Gray "Soaring through the sky, / On the wings of Angels, / ..." The Monster "Steps leading down, / Stairs creeking, / Moving slowl..." Burned in Our Minds "Yelling, / Screaming, / Terror, / Fear. &n..." Broken Body "Eyes tired, / Feet Hurt, / Heart Crushed, /&nbs..." Twisted "Older now, / Stronger, / But still wanting, /&n..." Pain and Death "Pain is my only solution, / Pain is my only friend, / ..." Watch Over Me "Lay me down, / To sleep tonight, / Keep me safe, &nbs..." Left Behind In Darkness "Do you care, / Or even notice, / The Monster I've Bec..." Not Worth Saving "Why won't I die, / When life is so dim, / When all I ..." What is Pointless? "What is pointless? / Friends are. / / Wha..." Cut My Soul Out "While I cut, / This sinful skin, / I Try to erase, &n..." Fake "(Please Rate this poem...If you can.) / / I don't kn..." I Love You! "Your like my brother, / But so much more, / I want to..." Returning the Favor "When I was sick, / You were there, / When I was sad, ..." Becky The Brave "Was there pian when you left, / Did you die in peace, /&nb..." Just Life "How was your day?, / Mine was just fine, / I love you..." Family Matters! " Mom's cheeks are rosy and red, / For she is happy today, ..." My Poems (Revised from spelling errors and other errors!) " Waiting / / As I stand in the courtyard waiting, &..." Waiting " As I stand in the courtyard waiting, / The sky turns black and..." Last Image " Sitting on my bed the darkness swallows me, / Alll thought are..." Math "I Hate you so much, / You make me sick, / Your Hard t..." Lies! "Why did you say you loved me / When it wasn't how you felt, &nbs..." That Day "I don't know why I wanted to believe / That things were fine whe..." Water Works "I drown my sarrow in a river of tears, / The trial of dampness f..." Groups DeepMeaning is a member of the following public groups: Spoken Reviews DeepMeaning has written 6 reviews. Showing last 10 reviews: Click here to read reviews at Movie Reviews Click here to read reviews at Music Reviews Click here to read reviews at Games Reviews Short Stories DeepMeaning has written the following short stories: After You Left: 16 year old Elizabeth and 17 year old Jesse have known eachother since they were 5. Elizabeth is just now finding out how she feels about him. But will it be to late? Watch as she struggles and feel her heartbreak!<3Emily Forget Forbidden: Emily is a depressed 16, almost seventeen year old. Evan is a happy 22 year old. When Emily meets Evan, she is feeling pretty low. But as soon as they start talking, she seems to lively up. Evan seems to have a positive effect on her. His happiness seems to rub off on her. They meet, and Emily starts a confusing and forbidden crush. She struggles with what's right and wrong. How does Evan feel about her? Find out in this sometimes sad, sometimes funny romance. Guardian Angel: Faith, a 3 year old, seems to have very great luck. Bad things always almost happen to her, but she always comes out of those situations without a scratch. Maya, her mother, is starting to wonder if it's just luck that keeps her daughter alive and healthy. My Not-So-Sweet 16: Anya's 16th birthday turns out to be one of the worst days of her life. Her friends abandon her and then she goes to her cousin's party, where she gets involved in drugs and alcohol. After passing out at the party, she wakes up in a hospital. After that she is sent to a mental hospital. Bad things just keep happening, but maybe they are beginning to turn around. Follow Anya through her life at the mental hospital. Feel her pain. Watch as she makes friends, helps them and loses them. Mild Language, Hard Subjects, And Drugs. Based On A True Story Those Murderous Fools: Ever wondered how people get sick? I mean, sure there is the virus theroy...but what if that isn't exactly it. Read this story and find out a whole other possibility. One with a Demon King, spirits and innocent bystanders. We Walk In Beautiful Darkness: Alexiel is a kind and gentle person. She is looked up to by many, and stands up for those who need her. Ethan is sensitive, strong, and handsom. He is liked by almost all girls. What do these to have in common with eachother? Well, they are in love. In fact, they are engaged. And what makes them special? They're vampires. Follow them through love, hate, fear, war, and heroism, and follow along as they fight to keep peace in their community, and keep it from crumbling. A story of romance, humor, darkness, friendship, adventure and horror. Once you've taken a bite, you can't go back! More chapters in progress! Articles DeepMeaning has written 2 articles. Listing in chronological order, starting with the most recent: What, I, As A Heterosexual, See, written on February 02, 2007 Things That Need To Change For The Better, written on February 29, 2008 |
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